Prologue One: Dream Of The Golden Angel

Shahiyra, Queen and wife to King Zarkon, rushed to her son's bedside as he cried out her name."mama!"

"I'm here, little prince! What's wrong? Did you have a nightmare?

"No mama. I dreamed about the gold lady again. She wore a necklace just like yours and she was sad too." Lotor pointed to the marriage choker around Shahiyra's neck."why was she sad, mama?"

"I don't know, D'aavid." his mother said, using her name for him.

"The lady didn't always stay sad, she smiled at me and said she love me.I don't like girls, mama, but she was ok with me. She's so pretty,like you." Lotor replied with a yawn.

His mother smiled with love at the five year old child. Marveling at his innocence, she did not want to say he was possibly dreaming of a future mate. She had dreamed of Zarkon long before they met, never realizing he was in her future. Her family had that ability, though she never let her husband know of this.

"My little prince, you must go to sleep now. What did call me here for?"

"Jus' wanted t'say I love you and good nigh' mama...."Lotor was already drifting off to sleep.

Shahiyra kissed her son on his forehead and smoothed back his silver-white hair (so like hers!) and wondered how long she could protect him from the monster that was his father. She didn't know - she just didn't know.

Prologue Two:Eclipse Of The Sun

Prince Lotor looked out of one of the large dormer windows in his mother's room and saw the first of his father Zarkon's entourage approach the building. He knew he was supposed to be making preparations in his appearance for one of his father's rare visits,but he was fascinated by all his father's slaves,concubines and his Court that were behind the massive golden throne that was being carried high in the air.

The life he led with his mother,Queen Shahiya and his small sister Zimereon on Shahiya's home planet of Aden was relatively quiet and uneventful between his father's visits,butwhen his father came, it was always with pomp and ceremony.

Aware of the time, Lotor turned away from the window and gazed at his reflection in the large mirror to make sure he was presentable to his father. His light blue skin and white hair were adequate-no smudges or dirt from playtime! His black and silver uniform with his father's insignia was perfect down to the last button. His father would be pleased.

"Lotor!" a voice from the hall interrupted his inspection. It was his mother.

"Hurry,your father Zarkon is here! You know we must not be late to meet him." Shahiyra said with a grimace.

Lotor knew his mother did not like his father. She never did or said anything to make that known to him,but he knew just the same.

His mother was beautiful,her blue eyes fiery,her silver-white hair bound in a simple chingon. She was dressed in her "Court" dress, black velvet with silver lining,it too had the insignia of Zarkon.(It seemed everyone from the slave on up,bore this mark of ownership) Shahiyra detested the dress,wearing it only when Zarkon came to visit. She also wore her marriage choker, a symbol of her marriage (or ownership as she liked to call it)to Zarkon. It was made of the finest gold to be had on Zarkon's planet of Doom. The priceless jewels embedded in its surface were from one of his conquered planets known for it's stunning gems.She always wore this piece of jewelry,hating what it represented but knowing that she could not remove it, for the clasp was keyed only to her husband's fingertips

. "Mother,you are coming too,aren't you?" Lotor asked. "Of course,why wouldn't I? You know your father demands it of both of us." Shahiyra replied, striding quickly down the hallway with her son.

"It is just-well, I am nervous about being presented to him." His mother looked at him kindly and said,"You have nothing to be afraid of. You've practiced enough in front of me, haven't you? You're perfect! Don't be afraid of your father. Remember what I have told you.Never show your father you are not afraid of him or anything else. Fear is his ally. He crushes you with it."

"I will not be afraid, Mother. I will make you proud."

"That is all I ask,Lotor. Remember you are my son too." his mother replied.

By this time,they had reached the wide doors that led to his father's throne room. They were escorted in by one of the members of his father's Court. "Queen Shahiyra Alana and Crown Prince Lotor Lessat!" announced the Court official,startling Lotor momentarily. He wasn't used to all this ceremony! His mother led him with a gentle nudge to the foot of the stairs leading to his father's throne. Red velvet carpet lined the 20 golden stairs leading up to his throne. No one could climb those stairsteps without King Zarkon's permission - to do so,would mean death-this included family members.

Lotor and Shahiyra kneeled at the foot of the stairs showing the proper obedience to their lord and king. There they waited,heads slightly bowed. After what seemed like an eternity to Lotor, his father finally spoke. " You may rise and speak,my lady wife,my son."

With this command,they arose as one,fluidly and gracefully. No clumsiness allowed here.thought Lotor.

He faced his father and looked at him for the first time in at least three years. His father had not changed much. His light-complected blue-green face showed no amusement,his yellow cat's eyes surveyed his wife and son with the air of detached boredom. He wore his gold crown on his massive head and also wore black and silver robes. Over his robe, he wore a blood red toga which only he could wear - Red being the color of the reigning king.

Lotor also noted his witch (or concubine?) Ch'enuya(later known as Hagar),was standing at Zarkon's right side,smug in her position. Ch'enuya was beautiful,with dark chestnut hair and green eyes. She knew the ways of magic and had just recently embarked on the study of black magic--at the request of her lover Zarkon. She looked at Shahiyra arrogantly and thought, Silly fool! I will soon take your place and you can do nothing to stop it!

Shahiyra, to Lotor's delight,lifted her chin proudly and gazed directly at Ch'enuya,thus beating down the witch's challenging gaze. His mother then looked directly at her husband and said,"My lord Zarkon,I now present your son and heir,Lotor to you. He is 10 years old and is of age to greet you in obedience."

She said this in formal court langauge,of which Lotor knew was a joke to his mother-they both thought it was silly to use such language,but his father demanded this ancient custom.

"Lotor,you may come forward." his father replied,pointing his heavy gold scepter at him. This is it! thought Lotor. He proceeded up to his father's throne and when he reached the top to face his father,he bowed and said formally, "My lord,my king,and my honored father, I,Lotor,your subject and your heir respectfully present myself to you."

An eon seemed to pass as Lotor waited for his father's approval or his condemnation. "You may face me,my son and heir,I approve of your presentation." his father said. With that,Lotor looked up,not daring to show his happiness.

I did it! it was perfect! He liked it!. Lotor thought.

He was not suprised though, to see no expression on his father's face. He knew from his mother that his father did not express emotions in public. "My son,you may be excused from my presence.However,stay close by,for I have a matter to discuss with your mother that concerns your future."

"Yes,Father." Lotor replied,and once again bowed to his father,turned and went down the stairs back to where his mother still stood,beautiful and serene.

"My Queen.."Zarkon said curtly."I am here to take my son. Now that he is of age, he will be sent to the Drule Empire Academy for military training. See that he is ready by the end of this day." his father said,emotionlessly.

Lotor was taken aback.He always knew that someday he would go with his father,but now? Military training? He had been tutored since he was three years of age,educated by the finest teachers Aden had to offer. He was also instructed in the arts of defense in which he excelled. His mother, to counterbalance everything,taught him the Warrior's Code of Honor,and the art of chivalry.She gave him insights on good and evil in the universe and the important role he would someday play.His father couldn't really mean it!Unlike Lotor,Shariyra tensed. She knew that someday this would happen. Her son,who she had grown to love dearly,taken away from her forever.

It's too soon! He too young for the harshness of the Drule Academy!she thought desperately. Her desperation turned to anger,then to rage!

Z'aale has taken enough! He took me, forced me into this cursed marriage and he murdered our first-born simply for being a girl-child! Now he wishes to take my son and make him into an unfeeling machine like himself! I will not surrender D'aavid to him!

Although her thoughts were murderous,Shahiyra remained calm and replied,"My lord,I beg your pardon,but isn't Lotor too young for the Drule Academy? Perhaps in a season or two would be better?"

Zarkon looked incredulously at his wife. He expected "Yes,my lord,it shall be done" or "As you desire,my lord",but not this resistance from her. He would allow her question him this once,for she was a loyal wife.

"My lady wife, as a son of king, the sooner he is trained for his service to me and to my empire the better it will be good for him. He will not stand behind his mother's skirts and cower. He will be a warrior, a conqueror of planets and an asset to me. Do you understand this,Shahiyra?" Zarkon asked, feeling that he explained enough.

Shahiyra's rage exploded. All the years with Z'aale she had wasted! To save her homeworld, she sacrificed herself to his lavicious embraces, gritted her teeth when he touched her, bore his children, only to have her son taken away to be a duplicate of his father and her daughter a forgotten and ignored child. It wasn't to be borne!

Shahiyra looked at Zarkon with blazing eyes and said words that Lotor never forgot.

"I hate you, Z'aale! You have no heart and your soul rots with evil! I damn you to the pits of Hell! I have hated you since you took me by force, carried me away like so much baggage, then killed my father and took my homeworld! You are truly evil, Zarkon,and I curse you! You will never take D'aavid from me! I will not let him become like you-surrounded by your concubines and slaves who fear you! I do not fear you! I defy you! My son will fight your evil and someday he will beat you down and destroy you - for he will hate you as much as I. Do you understand,my lord? You will take him over my dead body!"

With that, she rushed toward Zarkon, hands extended like sharp talons,her eyes flashing hatred.

"Mother!!! Don't!!" Lotor cried out, reaching for her, but to no avail. She was too quick.

Zarkon stood, his face in a rage, and swung the heavy gold scepter at his wife, hitting her squarely on the crown of her head, creating a large gash. Shahiyra tumbled down the throne steps, barely conscious.

In great pain. She dimmly heard her husband say,"As you wish, my lady wife!!" as she fell to the throne room floor, flinging blood as she went. Finally, she lay at the steps of Zarkon's throne, her wound bleeding more freely now, her head filled with stars. She knew she would die at his hands. She was glad to be free of him, but her thoughts and her heart turned to her son, who was now weeping, holding her head in his lap, trying to stop the flow of blood with his jacket.

"..M-mother...don't leave me. I love you! " cried Lotor, his heart breaking. Shahiyra searched for comforting words, but could not find them. He could not be comforted now. He must be given words to remember all his life.

" Lotor, my - baby boy, I'm sorry..I must leave this life and you and your sister. You must - remember - " Shahiyra felt her time running out."take care of Zimereon.Your father will - not."

" I-I will, Mother" Lotor replied, knowing now she was dying.

"and remember...Lo-tor...don't be afraid of your father. Re..member he's evil...promise me......crush himmm....Shahiyra started to drift, but she had one more thing to say. "Re...member all I ....hav....tried to teach youuuu. Love yooouu..." She looked at her beautiful son, smiled, and then she was gone.

Lotor still held her, his beautiful mother whose blood stained her beautiful white hair and face. She was gone. GONE!!! His tears started afresh when his father's guards yanked him to face his father. Zarkon looked down at his weeping son and coldly said."Today you have learned your first lesson, Lotor my son. Never defy me or you will suffer dearly for it. Now you will learn your second lesson.You will never weep for anyone. It is a sign of weakness and I will not tolerate it from my son. You will learn not to love anything, for it will make you weak and unable to fight. Remember, you were born for my pleasure and you will live at my pleasure, as do all my subjects. Obey me, do my will, and you will be given riches and comforts and the pleasures of life.Defy me and you will suffer more than your mother suffered. Do you understand, Lotor?"

"Y-yes, my lord father." Lotor stammered.

" Good. Guards! Beat him until I tell you to stop."

Lotor was then beaten by the two guards that had flanked him. I will not cry.I am my mother's son. I will not shame her memory. I will not,will not cry...

And so Lotor stood as the guards pummelled him to the ground, bruising and cutting him with their fists. He did not cry. He let the pain wash over him like a river. Finally his father said "Stop."

Lotor arose, the tears long dried, a bruise on his creek starting to swell, his lesson learned. He looked upon the corpse of his mother and did not cry. She was not there anymore. He noticed that the gold marriage choker was gone from her neck and figured his father now had it.

He'll probably give it to that slut, Ch'enyua. he thought. She deserves it - and him!

He directed his hate at his father, who only laughed and said,"Good,boy! Hate will make you strong. Direct your hate at your enemies and you will win!" and at that, his father dismissed him to pack for the Academy, which he did, efficiently and quickly. Lotor was ready when the shuttle came to pick him up. His father's lieutentant, Yurak, accompanied him. As he boarded the shuttle, he took one last look at his mother's world, beautiful just as she always was in life. Lotor thoughts were on Shahiyra.

Mother, I am going now. I will remember.I will keep my promises to care for my sister Zimereon and someday, mother I will avenge you.

He turned away then and never looked back again. That night in the barracks of the Drule Academy, he dreamed the dream that would haunt him all his life. His mother dressed in a beautiful gown smiled at him. She was in a beautiful forest. Then her image changed into a beautiful golden woman with beautiful blue eyes and long blonde hair. She wore a crown upon her head and her name was Alla..? Almira?...Allura..?

It did not matter. In this dream he was a man grown. He was handsome and strong. The golden one was an angel, sent to give him his life back that was taken by his father. She laughed sweetly and called his name in a loving voice. She loved him, this he knew. He came toward her, wanted to reach her goodness, her love for him, when suddenly, the tree branches grew thistles and thorns, surrounding the golden angel. He could not reach her! She tried to escape, but when she did, a clawed hand that looked much like his father's circled her beautiful neck and placed the bloodied marriage choker that had belonged to his mother around her neck. She screamed as his father's laugh echoed though the forest. The father-thing started dragging her away from him. Lotor climbed, crawled and fought to get to her, but he could not. And he wept in his dream. The angel will be defiled by the beast. he thought.Lotor called out her name.

ALLURA!!!!

Then he awoke in a sweat in the barracks. He looked around to see if anyone heard, but everyone still slept. He dreamed of an angel,or was it his mother?

No matterLotor thought, I will live and survive. I will defeat my father and avenge my mother, I will hate and I will win!

He went to sleep again and dreamed no further dreams that night. Little did he know that he would someday meet his destiny.

BOOK ONE: Reap The Whirlwind - Chapters One & Two

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